You & Them
You can almost hear the snickering
Behind their quizzical stares,
And feel their question behind
The long, awkward silence that asks
What is art
Compared to wealth?
You might wonder
If they care about the past,
Shrugging before yet another cemetery,
Another memorial,
Questioning the origin story of your people,
Questioning the value of history,
Questioning if memory really even exists.
As you feel their question,
Behind perfectly manicured lawns
And freshly cut grass,
Behind happy, well-educated couples
Walking confidently by
In sports visors and polo shirts,
Behind salad bars, pasta bars
And dessert bars,
Behind rows and rows
Of custom golf carts,
Behind rows and rows
Of luxury cars,
Behind secret rules and more secret expectations
Asking in a whisper;
What exactly is wrong
With country club living?
You also worry they might be right:
That beauty is a dead end,
That talk of God is embarrassing,
That all art making is a hobby,
That any venture that doesn’t make money
Is a boondoggle.
You might wonder
If they care about the present,
More than the feeling of swallowing
Salty lobster and hot butter,
More than watching the sunrise
Ignite glassy waters aflame
From their private docks,
More than experiencing
The curvature of the Earth
Above a blanket of clouds
From soft Italian leather seats
In their Gulfstream G650.
As you feel their question
Behind power games of success theater,
A flurry of social media texts,
Can't do lunch, too busy,
Having lunch with the President,
Both talking from both sides of their mouths
When they ask
What is truth
Compared to appearance?
You also worry they might be right:
We are not all in this together,
There is no family, no community,
No society,
There is only selves
Like atoms jostling in a jar,
We are nothing but genes replicating genes,
We are only our behavior
And our behavior is programmable.
You might wonder
If they care about the future,
More than attending a gala
To save a rainforest somewhere,
More than next quarter’s financial statements,
More than booking a first-class seat for a trip in six months.
As you feel their question
Behind a utopia of entrepreneurs,
A culture of takers and hustlers,
Of predators and murderers
Taking what they want, when they want,
In an orgy of desire that asks
What is justice
Compared to power?
You also worry they might be right:
There is only power.
The past is a figment of your imagination,
A story masquerading as identity.
The present is only what the economy
Tells you to pay attention to,
The future is a dream flowing
Not forward but backward,
Not inward but outward,
Not earthward but starward,
Until you feel their question
Behind their beautiful face asking
How different do you think you are?
